Torture for me was not accepting the fact that I was not loved the way I loved. Making people do things not of them is torture. I caused my own emotions trying to do whatever I could for his happiness and not mine. The aspect of making a person give you what they choose not to give, Is a you want, when they don’t want to give. I want people to do what they want to do if you don’t buy flowers why should I feel it is right for me to manipulate the person into providing me with fake happiness.